Challenge yourself whether you like it or not!

I'm really tired and cold right now and I should be working on some self projects but I think instead I'll blog hahaha

Well let me reflect on my life since my last blog which was Wednesday the 24th. So let me see......Thursday not much happened....I went to my intern job, got out early because they didn't have anything for me to do.....they never really have anything for me to do. But I still like that I can put it down as work experience so that's the upside. Then later that evening I went and hung out with Casey....she is super funny and crazy and I can't help but love her.

Yesterday, Was better and beautiful....I went to a Relief Society Meeting were I was in a room full of amazing beautiful women. It was very inspirational. Sitting there and listening to these woman speak may me feel like I could be some much more then who I am right now because I am a woman and I have some much to offer. Oh man just thinking about it makes me want to go out and just take chances and ricks! It was all just so breath taking! To top off that day me and the smaller size family went to Idaho to their best resort where we ate one of the best desserts ever, "Wild Idaho Huckleberry Sundae" It was vanilla Ice Cream with Sorbet whip cream topped with Huckleberry. I should have taken a picture was it looked too good to wait and eat.

But that's pretty much it for me.....I don't know how this blog turned in to a diary...and I don't know how I feel about it but I don't know if I want to share personal feelings here.....I don't know.....I'll think about ways I can improve this.....If you have any suggestions please feel free to tell me!

"Sing us a song, you're a piano man. Sing us a song tonight. Cause we're all in the mood for a melody and you've got us feeling alright."

That is right Ladies and Gentlemen I put a cook book together. I gathered up all my recipes and put them together in a pretty fashion. It turned out really well. And I never realized how many recipes I had. So if you ever want to try something new you know who to turn to!

In the beautiful words of,

Jackie Sue Kay

Take a picture of me Bob, Take a picture of me!!

So recently in my blogs I have been talking about things that I have made. I have now figured out how to post pictures so now I get to show off my stuff!!! I enjoy the work and that I have done and I hope you do too! Yes that is right....I made these 4 purses. One I made for my sister Julie other 3 I made for myself. When I moved I only brought one purse with me....I don't know what I was thinking....well that one purse was falling apart so I need new ones :0)

This is the cheesecake I made....I know...I know....it doesn't look pretty...not at all but let me tell you it tasted amazing!!!! It was so good it got half way eaten before I could even take a picture! hahaha
This is called Oreo Ice Cream pie....again I know it might not look that good but it was beautiful. It was so sweet and it hit the right spot. It's Oreo pie crust, a layer of fudge, a layer of whip cream, a layer of whip cream and Oreo. OMG wonderful!!!!

With the left over material I had from my purse I was able to cover a shoe box and make this beautiful box! Sadly it is my bill box but I still love it! Super cute....Kinda like me!

And Last but not least, My Red Velvet Cupcakes. I made them for my sister's Birthday party and they were a hit. I made everything from scratch even the frosting. They were so amazingly good I can taste them now and it makes my mouth water.

Amazing!!! I love being crafty. It feels good. It's like little accomplishments!

"

With happy finding,

Jackie Sue Kay

You heard that I was trouble But you couldn't resist

Wow it has been about 5 days since my last posting, and man has a lot happened. Super busy, a lot of things going on, dead lines to make, risks and decisions to make. Let me tell you busy but way fun and self discovering.
Lets see my last blog was a little bitter and mur mur. But things has gotten better. When I posted the last blog it was just one of those days. It was the first day of a week prior to me starting my period, so with fingers crossed I should be starting that soon and my emotions will stop running crazy. hahaha.....
Anyways, So the following day was Saturday the 20th...Free pretzel day! Which is what I got that day! Soooo Good, mostly because it was free hahaha And then later that night I went tubing!!!! For the first time ever! In the snow! At night! Up in the mountains! With a bunch of people I didn't know too well! Wearing clothes that did not keep me warm! But OMG it was so much fun. I am so glad that I stepped out of my bubble and did it! It was super funny. Everyone knew it was my first time ever playing an activity in the snow, let along going tubing. So of course they wanted me to go down as much as possible. And every time I went down I screamed my head off!!! Oh how they all loved to hear me scream, they thought it was the greatest thing ever. hahaha And at the bottom all I could do was just laugh super loud and people would come up to me and say, "See now wasn't that fun. You seemed to have enjoyed it what with all your laughing." hahahaha and between my laughs all I says was, "I'm laughing because I am thankful to still be alive." hahaha Oh but it was fun and thanks to the lack of snow clothes that I have I was numb most of the night. It took almost 2 1/2 hours to get me warmed back up.....no joke....I'm not even lying. When I got home I took a super super hot shower...that only helped for a bit, then I layered myself with clothes and blankets and it still to awhile before I stopped feeling the cold pinches in my legs, hands, and feet. Anyways, so that was my fun adventure.

Then Sunday was a sad day again. All I did was cry for most of the day. I don't know why....it's my darn week before starting my period emotions. I really don't like them. But I went to church even though I didn't want to go because I knew I would be crying all over the place and I did, luckily the people that I normally hang out with weren't there that day. Anyways, but I felt bad because this guy came up to me a few weeks ago and asked for my name and talked to me for a bit but he said he more than likely wouldn't remember my name so then I thought sweet for me I won't have to remember his name because I am super bad with names. Well with my luck he came up to me on Sunday and he totally remembered my name. I had no idea what his was so my response was "Hey you" Awkward...I totally loved it but I did feel bad that I didn't get his name....and now I am asking around trying to find someone who does know his name and so far nothing....I know what you are thinking, "Why don't I just ask him for his name?" But I can't now, it is too late....I have passed up that opportunity. We are at that point now were we talk and I should already know his name. So if I ask him, he will just hate me and I can't go for that. Wow so that was probably more information then was needed.....but whateves! :0)

So then Monday rolls around and that was a very productive day. I had like a million important things that needed to get done as soon as possible. So I spent most of my day in my PJ's sitting in front of the computer trying to finish projects and work things out. Then later that day I made a very delicious Oreo Ice Cream Pie. It was super sweet but it was AMAZING! Oh just thinking about it now makes me want more. Once the evening rolled around I had plans to go play Spoons. That was fun but I didn't get a chance to play many rounds I was still trying to work out some stuff for my deadlines that I have. But that's okay because it was still lots of fun, I had some good laughs and I got to talk to all of my peeps. And then I caped off the night with half off appetizers at AppleBee's. The food wasn't so great but the company was different. I went with this guy Jason( who invited me to begin with) and three of his female friends (that I didn't really know) It was a little awkward but I embraced it. So all in all it was a good day and night.

Now as for Tuesday, which was yesterday, that day started off really well. I got my taxes done, I sent out mail, I finished my FASFA. I was able to cross off a lot of things on my list. But then towards the middle of the day I started to get the shakes. I have no idea what they were from. I tried eating, that didn't help. I tried eating sweets, that didn't help. I tried taking a shower, that didn't help. So I took a nap, that helped a little. But the rest of the day I just felt horrible. Do then for a really late lunch/ really early dinner the family and I went to this super beautiful buffet place. It's called HuHot, pronounced (HoHut). But let me just tell you this place was like art. What you do is you make a creation in a bowl with meats, seafood, noodles, veggies, fruits, and sauces. Then you take it to the cook and he grills it up for you. Now I know they have places like this in California but I never went to them because they were kinda prices. This HuHot, the prices were just right to my liking. Oh I made some wonderful creations. Most of them with meat since I don't get to eat much of it these day. With best regards,
Jackie Sue Kay

I think I can hear a She Wolf in my closet....

I have such a bad headache but I'm going to keep blogging through......
So the past few days have been really slow. Monday I just went to my intern job, came home, took a nap, and then went to Family Home Evening. Which was really fun! I had a blast and it has been a while since I have laughed that hard and turned bright red.
Yesterday I stayed home during the day in my PJ's and just napped and ate. Not a very productive day which we sad but then I went over to a friends for game night and OMG that was amazing! I was laughing, embarrassing myself, and embracing awkward moments. I loved it! I think I was red like the whole night and I'm pretty sure the whole block heard me laughing. Great times!
Today I went to target and spent $20 bucks on two bottles of shampoo and conditioner. WOW but I needed it, my hair is acting weird. Then I tried to accomplish some tasks today but didn't get as much done as I would have like. But I guess that's OK. I just really hope that things happen for a reason. Then I watched Paper Heart and went to an AMAZING fast food place called ZIPS. It was so greasy and salty....I haven't had that stuff in a long time but I loved it! Oh but now that I think about it, that might be the reason why I have such a bed headache right now :0/
But that has been pretty much it. That is my life in a nut shell.
And now the pain is hurting so much that now I have to sleep.
So until next time.....

"I think it's time for a REVOLUTION"

Yours truly
Jackie Sue

Yes I ate my white chocolate heart with my snaggle tooth and it was Awesome!

So as the world knows, yesterday was Valentine's day. It was a interesting yet funny day for me yesterday........Where do I start......
Lets see......I few weeks back I made a Valentine card for Baby Thayne....I could not give it to him yesterday because my poor baby has been sick. So the morning felt like any other normal day, I even forgot it was Valentine's day. Then I got ready to go to church and decided not to wear red because I wanted to play off that I didn't realize that it was Valentine's day I was alone once again for this flashy red holiday.
hahahaha No I'm not bitter.......
Anyways, So I went to church and it was really good. It really lifted up my spirits . Church has this glow about it and the people there are super nice and way funny. The pass week I have been having some weak moments and some doubtful times but when I went to church yesterday it all went away. I was whole and feeling good. Everything seemed right and all felt like it was going to work out and be okay. That was an amazing feeling and it really helps when there are some awkward moments! Which there were a few of them and I loved it!
I live for awkward moments!!!
No then I went home and found out that for dinner it was going to be left over food night! I love those night because that means I can have my choice of whatever I want. And if I want seconds I can get something different. And then because the food is left over from a few nights ago that means that the food has had time to sit so all the juices have run together, making it an altogether different taste from the first time I had. (Don't make that gross face. It is not sick. It's called being open and trying new things) HAHAHA
But really if you haven't tried left overs you SHOULD!
Moving along......after I had my dinner I was able to dive into my the Cheese cake that I had made the other night, the one that I talked about in my last blog. So this is what I have to say about my first time ever making cheese cake......It did not by all means look pretty but it was cute in it's three different color way, (and by colors I mean, that the crust was black because it was an Oreo cookie crust, and the middle was the normal color a cheese cake should look and the top was a dark Carmel brown, the cake cracked so you could see all those colors without even cutting into the cake) and it tasted AMAZING!!! I have been having a craving for cheese cake and that really hit the spot! Even my brother-in-law and my sister liked it. Let me just tell you, it was so good that it is half way gone. I was a little proud of myself, I'm not going to lie. I'm getting into skills I never knew I had before. Don't laugh......it's true!
So then well I'm eating my cheese cake on the couch watching Star Trek, Thayne goes into this cough attack and every time he cough he throws up a little. I felt so bad for the little boy. And he didn't like and he was crying and all he wanted was for me to hold him. So he walks over to me still coughing pretty bad and as soon as he gets to me he.....(keep in mind I put the cheese cake down but I still had some in my mouth and in the back of my throat) throws up. My first reaction was to push him away but then I knew that because he was Baby Thayne and I love him so much I had to accept and embrace his throw up. Yes that is right Baby Thayne throw up in my hand and then it spilled over and on to the floor. Julie and Kevin were there to help out right away But because I still had some cheese cake in my mouth and I accidentally took a deep breath in, I smelt the vomit and almost threw up myself. hahahahaha Oh yeah for good times!
So that was almost pretty much my night......I made a few phone calls, one of them was to my beautiful friend in Cali with the wonderful name of Stephanie. We had some good laughs and that made my day!
And then I tried to organize my life as much as I could before I got tired. And just before I went to bed I checked my Facebook to see what my peeps were up to. And I ended up staying up til 1:30 in the morning talking to a friend that I haven't talked to in YEARS. (And that's one reason why I didn't blog last night and why I am blogging today at my intern job) LOL
So over all it was a pretty good day yesterday; one that I shall mark down in the books!

"Do you ever notice how it is always you , me, and Matt? I think we should change that......we should say something to Matt."
HAHAHA

~Jackie Sue Kay

I get an "A" because I Tried!

I knew this would happen. I would start this blog and then not do it as much as I would like to. But for the few of you who do read it, I'm sorry and I will try to work on popping out more blogs. I just get so tired or things come up. And for me, once I start typing I can't stop; it just keeps coming like........you fill in the blank hahahaha
Anyways, to be honest I'm super tired right now and I don't really feel like doing this but I will. It might not be long and it might not have anything good in it but at least it will show that I tried :0)
So right now my Baby Thayne is sick and it hurts my heart. He is in so much pain and he is not his happy little self. I wish there was more I could do for him. Julie and Kevin don't believe in pumping him up with alot of meds and I guess they are right but I grew up on meds. The first thing my parents did whenever I got sick was give me some kind of children's meds. So of course that's the first thing I want to do when people that I love around me get sick. Awww but my poor little boy. I love him and I just want to be able to play with him again.
Now on a different note, I tried to make Cheesecake tonight. I won't know until tomorrow if it taste good because I have to let it chill overnight but let me just tell you right now it does not look very good. But again I tried so I should at least get something for that. And if tomorrow I come to find that it does not taste good then I will just have to try again and try to do it a different way.
Well I think that is it. My mind is tired and I am ready for bed.
I told you it would be short but so am I hahahaha
And I hope you enjoyed it anyways...Like you enjoy me! hahaha

"Peeing is a waste of time"

~Jackie Sue